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Chaos, Cosmos, Chaos, Cosmos. Once again the sickening game; My writings are introspection of change within me with time and place.I have no secret ambition to turn into literal giant in real or virtual world. I don't want to impose my fictional views on others. I write blog just to reflect my feelings in words. I am a free lancer in the world of professional writers. Passion of writing in diary was started by admiration of quotation. After reading short stories, poems and novels in Hindi and English, the spark for creation ignited me. There is ghost inside me giving lucrative offer to rise and fall in deep oceans of literature, cinema and spirituality. Nowadays, blog and diaries are only remedy to preserve my mind from chaotic thoughts. Every night infinite number of ideas are erupted inside me. There is deep conflict and enigma inside me to understand philosophy of life. This mythical consciousness enables me to think about art and non materialism. I seek for solitude to search f...

History of human race is full of travel, adventure and struggle. The traveler knows more about the world than anyone stagnating at home. I have spotted the name of my blog (URL) Yayaver due to this reason. The sound of this word gives me feeling of mysticism, exile and mobility. Often i was asked about the meaning of this word by my companions. I was searching for true meaning of this word both in Hindi and English. I have stumbled across the travel diary of Agyeya and found the deep meaning of the word in Hindi. It is mentioned here . Problem was in discovering correct English word meaning. I got that word last week. Bohemianist : "a person with artistic or intellectual tendencies, who lives and acts with no regard for conventional rules of behavior." It was not exactly have same meaning but vanity corrupts me for self praise. This post is mainly dedicated to Rahul Sankritayan for his inspirational traveler's guide "Ghumakkar Shastra".

As a student of ITBHU, I graduated as a mechanical engineer; I possess only scare knowledge about computer software. But I admire people and their work in the field of software. I have job offer from two software companies. Despite of my ignorance of this field, I really like to congrats the makers of DC++; To all other ignorant people, DC++ is free and open-source peer to peer file sharing client having unlimited file sharing option. DC++ is the best software used by me till this date. I was novice to the name of any software in 1st year and did not possess any computer. There were only three PC in the whole branch in first year. But 2nd year was like mutation for our branch. Half of the branch was well equipped with different models of PC. But there was a big problem in front of us. The hard disk of each PC was scarcely loaded due to lack of data. There was establishment of LAN headed by trio of monty, sandu , gopu and rajjo ; Me and Monty were collecting money from our branch for LA...

Do what you love, love what you do I hope for nothing. I fear nothing. I am free. What we achieve inwardly will change outer reality. "If I don't say what I think, what's the point of being mad?"

The quality of a university is measured more by the kind of student it turns out than the kind it takes in. If this is parameter of measuring my career development in ITBHU, I am both amused and amazed. The reason for amazement is mine area of interest. It had changed dramatically from past. I had stumbled across Brand named I.I.T. after passing 10+2 exams. I consider myself good in Physics, Chemistry and Maths with lot of positive attitude. Then,I patronize only two things: Movies and challenging questions in P.C.M. (Physics, Chemistry and Maths). Today, I remember PCM as percentage male character. Thats the ugly but naked part of me. I learned a valuable lesson now at the verge of graduation. If you are good in P.C.M., then it is not necessary that you will definitely succeed in engineering career. The reason of amusement is the impact of university and friends on my personal development. There is such flow of knowledge available in the college that is beyond imagination. Even though...

I have become Mechanical Engineer!! Today,  Roll no. 20040603 proclaim the independence of himself from Mechanical Engineering Department. I have become free. I am free from clutches of Mechanical Engineering Department. I am free from bondage of teachers, grades (Not Applicable for me), department and university. The joy is not on surface. It is deep within the soul. A calm relaxation is filling my soul. It feels like a dream after rigorous tussle of me vs department from 3 years. Endless circle of Attendance, Labs, Classes and Exams are over. For 4 years, I was tortured by this perfect system (Super strong on papers) and now I am the distinguished alumni of 2008 Batch. I have crossed the Baitarani river of Mech. Eng. @ ITBHU. For naives, Baitarani river is South Gate of hell for the sinners who suffer the worst tortures in the river that holds 'boiling hot blood and flesh. For no dues ,only few administrative loopholes are to be filled. All the B.Tech. and B.T.P. viva is...

My first poetry was a innocent smile, While learning to stand beside my mother's lap. Capturing scattered beauty of nature in my soul, Lost in transition were mine early days. Romancing Keats and whispering Shelley, That was my teen ,yesterday. Quoting Wilde & murmuring Dylan A poet was nourishing in me day by day. I am not a poet of the fall or spring, Neither pursuit a big achiever's dream. Just wanna be happy man with the shirts, This will be me as a poem down the years.

"Think big, think fast, think ahead. Ideas are no one's monopoly". "Caste restricts opportunity. Restricted opportunity constricts ability. Constricted ability further restricts opportunity. Where caste prevails, opportunity and ability are restricted to ever-narrowing circles of the people". "A film is never really any good unless the camera is an eye in the head of a poet." "Thinking should become your capital asset, no matter whatever ups and downs you come across in your life." "Thinking is progress. Non-thinking is stagnation of the individual, organisation and the country. Thinking leads to action. Knowledge without action is useless and irrelevant. Knowledge with action, converts adversity into prosperity." "Most people are other people. Their thoughts are someone else's opinions, their lives a mimicry, their passions a quotation."

Devoid of all emotions,an empty heart at last; Not a tinge of nostalgia,only quantum of solace. Falling apart into unknown,may be darkness or light, Finding myself engraved in the abysses. Numb,excited are words of past life, Me blessed or cursed by eternal loss of sensation. Embraced by wind, earth,water and fire; Yet,soul untouched by divine love. Hollowness creeps around my shadows, Mysticism of non existent just held me together. Born to kiss the lips of the death, Oh,cheers or mourn for doomsday.

While going through Internet for Randy Pausch,I stumbled across one of the eye opener description about Air India.Before reading article,I became quite happy to see that he was an ITBHU alumni.Afterwards,i felt sorry for him.Narrator, Sharad V. Oberoi is pass out of 2005 batch of civil engineering.I think,my colleagues will remember it as a batch of person named MAKKU SHARMA. Ok,leave that stuff...Here is the link of the : Tour de Air India